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fuck you [09 Sep 2005|02:48pm]
lying here
a prisoner
of supressed feelings
running my fingers
across your lips
and down
your collar bone
you whisper something
i've heard it before
and will hear it
many times again
different people
same words
bullshit
meaningless words
different people
but always the same
a long breathed kiss
i feel
nothing
i've learned to keep
the switch on my heart
off
it saves me
from getting wrapped up in
the cliches "love" bring
you say
i
love
you
i say
n o t h i n g
i can't surrender myself
to death again
the last time i
let love in
i ended up in a coma
a lifeless vegetable
completely f u c k e d
so now i say
fuck you
and your so called love.
3 closed their eyes & tried not to love me

she moves like seabreeze..swirling around me.. [02 Aug 2005|12:28pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | seabreeze - tyronne wells ]

WHATS YOUR NAME: kristina
HOWOLD ARE YOU: 20
HOW MANY PEOPLE DO YOU LIVE WITH: 3 1/2..mom dad cj..and dante since he lives here half of the time haha
WHATDO YOU LIKE TO DO DURING YOUR FREE TIME: hanging out with my lover swirl having coffee or passion tea while smoking and reading
DESCRBE YOUR SELF USING ONE WORD: crazy.ha
NAME SOME OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS: cj dante jed loverswirl jess mad pontip deanna
WHAT MAKES THEM CLOSE: theyre special ha
DESCRIBE HOW YOUR ROOM LOOKS LIKE: green walls with a lighter green ceiling and trimmings.big ol lesbian poster hanging up.bed on the floor..light green pillows light brown blankets
HOW DO YOU SEE YOUR SELF 25 YEARS FROM NOW: hm..well ill be 45 so hopefully by then i would of retaken my practical part of my test to get my lisence and i would of worked in a salon for about 10-15 years..and am now running my own salon...married? maybe, maybe not but i definately will have kids by the time im that age
WHAT DO YOU HATE MOST IN A PERSON: someone who i can't trust, is unreliable, a huge flake, inconsiderate, fake, and a liar,
IF YOU WERE GIVEN 5 BUCKS RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD YOU DO: buy cigarettes
IF YOU HAD THREE WISHES, WHAT WOULD THEY BE: my cosmo lisence, happiness, and my own place.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME: hm..im not sure.
WHO DO YOU ADMIRE: my mom
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GET OLDER: happy and settled.
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY: swimming at my aunt's pool with all my cousins eating watermelon and popsicles all day long
IFYOU HAD TO LEAVE YOUR HOUSE, AND YOU WERE GIVEN ONLY ONE THING TO TAKE FROM YOUR HOUSE, WHAT WOULD IT BE? id take cj
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF DRINK: diet coke or passion tea
WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY? havent done much yet..woke up at 9:30 and did laundry...going to the lab today to talk to lauren's boss about getting a job there then stopping by school to visit kristene and christina
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BRAND OF CLOTHING? dont really have a favorite
WHAT KINDA CELL DO YOU HAVE: some tiny ass one that i always lose cuz its too damn small! =X
WHOS YOUR FAVORITE BANDS? denali, tegan&sara, the format, eisley, the go find, the postal service, death cab, regina spektor, acceptance, sigur ros, the unicorns, he is legend, copeland, norma jean, as i lay dying, ptw, killswitch engage, underoath...too many to name..
WHATS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR: black
WHAT DO YOU WANT OUT OF LIFE: everything.

7 closed their eyes & tried not to love me

[23 May 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | eh ]
[ music | fade into you - mazzy star ]

at the end of a row of jars coloured like dreams was an opaque jar with a heart drawn on it and a dagger through the heart. i put up my hand to touch it, and in that second my hand was grabbed from behind.
'never touch that jar. never. if that ever gets loose we're finished.'
'what is it?'
'love,' said my father. 'there's love in that jar.'
and so i discovered that love is a hazardous liquid.

3 closed their eyes & tried not to love me

[08 Sep 2004|07:02pm]


you know the drill.
10 closed their eyes & tried not to love me

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